Fuck an apology, I’m not sorry for anything
I’ve been holding back my apathy for far too long
You don’t deserve what you haven’t earned
And your place in my heart has just grown so small
(Source: alliwantisforwardprogress)
It’s cool that people follow this blog and all
but I never post on here.
Ashlyn ruined that. Follow my new blog? Message for details yayayaya
lookingforsteph asked: So i'm digging the lyrics! but can I ask why you wanted me to read them?
I thought you’d find that they make fun of Jersey Shore kinda funny, at least in the way they put it… haha
itsjustclara asked: I'm not sure what I'm going to major in, I'm thinking education. and yeah, I heard from my cousin that it's a lot harder there than she thought. ._. I'm scared for college maaaaan
Who is your cousin?
and don’t be scared. If you have the money and you’re a good student, you’ll do fine yayaya
stephennevershowers-deactivated asked: dont care dude i just want something yummy
Okay. Who is le driving?
stephennevershowers-deactivated asked: if its in my t9 its a word to me,, i may have put it in there but its still there
Haha that’s your poop fault. Either way, very, very nice work with the video.
goodoldjenna asked: I. AM. SO. OBSESSED. WITH. THAT. SONG. :D <3 <3 <3
Oh believe me, I was when I first heard it too. Like anything else by them?
theperksofbeingtiffanyasher asked: HAha, whys that? :p
Idk. Personally, I don’t like them. I think
Facial piercing would be best kept to nose and lip, and if any dermal piercing should be done, make it the hips. Those are usually really good. Otherwise.. Idk. They don’t seem right to me
Anonymous asked: I can't even sleep anymore because I am haunted by my past. What do I do? :o
Well, being in the same general situation, I can admit.. this is difficult as all hell. Honestly, you have to admit to the fact that most likely, you will never be able to escape your past. Only grow accustom to it. Only be able to shift that overt, blinding rage (or completely over-powering depression ) into nothing more than a wince at the memory. Sometimes it’s about faking happiness for a while until you can grow past it. Others, it’s about forcing yourself to stay positive and think of other things. Keep your mind away from it. Try not to stare at the ceiling and remember the eyes you once loved, or hold a pillow close to you and wish it was someone from your past. Usually though.. it’s about surrounding yourself with things that won’t hurt you. Watch a movie before bed to keep your mind occupied. Turn on your favorite tv show while you’re falling asleep and let it play through (so long as you’re comfortable with it playing and you can let the noise slip into the background). Maybe even blast music all damn day and for the love of god, sing your fucking heart out. Whatever it is.. you have to keep yourself happy. Warm your heart and let the love you have for something/someone surpass all the pain you’ve endured. Because whatever that thing is.. it makes you happy. And in the end.. that’s all that really matters. Being happy.
Granted depression is hard.. but you have to let go of it and grow past all of it. If there’s one thing I can say, despite you being anon, it’s this: you are worth more than you could ever imagine. It just takes a while to understand that you’re worth all the pain you’ve gone through to make you even more of an amazing person.
Anonymous asked: I'm trying... I really am. It's just hard sometimes you know? I've been trying my hardest...
I know anon. I deal with it a lot. Just have faith, and you’ll pull through.
